Combat Goblin

11:41 am - Damn its been a while

WEll yeah im at work and im bored... so i just thought i should update this outdated shit..... well as im sure u all know I have been working for a magazine as of late... well yes that is working out quite well...... jocelyn and I called it quits.... having fun with my friends and just going out... Dating.... nothing serious though i just want to look around for a bit.... working on some musical projects.... working for a metal company as a side job.... got a VW almost completely restored.... getting a Miata and maybe an S2000 or a Subaru STI with in the next 3 months... heading to texas in november to go to Wizard Con...heading to Japan in 2 weeks and then again in November... wellthats it for now... laters

01:34 am - I dunno

SO whats up peeps... long time that i havent updated this shit.... first let me start by saying whats up to all... well ive been doing alright for myself but at the same time im in a bit of a bind... no one really needs to hear that shit though... so yeah... im working at nordstrom at villages at merreck park... my schedule is kinda funky but i ussualy only work mornings.... Im on the verge of moving out in 2 weeks.... only quark is i dunno where ima go.... Im still with my beautiful lady Jocelyn (which this weekend marks our 8 month anneversary)... im a freelance artist as some of u know by now.... i just got my license back after like 9 months or so ( i admit im rusty but im working on it).... what else can i say... well there has been some drama between some people and me but im not even paying any much attention to it.... ummm... ive been talking to some of my old peeps.... i just saw a few of my old high school buddies like 3 weeks ago... whats up humberto, uleses, laura and omar.... 5 de mayo was interesting for lack of a better word... but it was alright....

Hot spot to be saturday SOHO LOUNGE....

Plans for the weekend....

Friday - take the estounding/beautiful Jocelyn to a nice resturant for our anneversary dinner... and i dunno after that whats going down for later that night....

Saturday - Soho lounge and dance it up again with the beautiful jocelyn....

Sunday - I have no idea..... but when i get home at night or in the afternoon i will start the packing

as for now im extreamly board but i cant go to bed.... im so tired but i cant sleep.... my eyes feel like they are burning but i cant sleep..... ahhhh and i have a fever... i hate this shit.... oh well eventually i will pass out just to wake up at 7am lol.... well ima be out

Love you Jocelyn MUAHHHH!!!!!

and mad love to hector which has let me stay in his house for the last 7 months.....

Current Mood: numb

11:34 am - Yo its been a long time....

So whats up peeps... how is everyone.. i have just been enlightend to write in my LJ... well yes i have been gone a long time from lj... so let me recap... Well everything is going just fine... barely any problems... ive been working like a dog... but im still making the money and striveing for my college.... life had its tough moments... but everything has been prevaling... Jocelyn and me are tremendously great... I Love her with all my heart... Ive been playing Halo 2... and kicking ass on legendary... I am going to have to inlist in the Army or some type of service... but not to be sent off to war or anything... just to inlist.. ive been using more cooking techniques... yeah im the next Iron Chef BITCH!!!... but yeah anyways... Im kicking off my art career as well... but im not at liberty to talk about it... long story hehehe... so yeah i gots to get going... i need to finish building somthing... laters peeps


Love you Jocelyn!!!! MUAH!!!

Current Mood: chipper

04:02 pm - Well time for an update

Its been a hell of a long time huh?

Well everything is good.... I Love My babe (Jocelyn).... I got a new job.... and well life has gone on as usual... made up with some old friends.... and well yeah thats about it...

I am here at my babes house and i figured since on the comp... why not update my journal? lol... well im off... later peeps

Current Mood: calm

10:40 pm

So yeah....

Its been a while.. Whats up to all?...

Where to start...

Thanksgiving wasmt all to good for me... i felt like there was sumthing missing... but regardless

Everything is kool... except that i am gonna have to withdraw from MIU... yup worked my ass off to just throw it away becuz i cant afford the motherfucker... fucking 3.sumthing GPA... So obviously thats getting to me... Everything is great with the beautiful, smart, careing and wonderful lady by the name of Jocelyn (I Love You Baby!!! MUAH!!!)... Got to talking with the napster again...

This weekend: Well last night (friday)was great... i got to spend it with The beautiful Jocelyn at the movies after she got out of work and then we headed to Meli's and met up with Meli, Betsy, Dennis and Wesos... later in the night we met with Napster and headed to Newave pool hall... chilled there and headed back home after it all... it was fun.... I love hanging out with my boo MUAH!!! Love you baby...

Today (saturday): boring... did handy man work around here... I painted all the doors in the house, did the floor boards for underneath the sink and painted that as well.... Talked to my precious babe... and i am waiting to call her after she gets out of work.... and then probably just gonna go to bed....

Tomorrow and the rest of this week: possibly boring... tomorrow is going to be a blah day most prob... there is nothing to do... ill prob just end up on working on some of my shitty drawings lol... Monday- it also seems pretty boring but depressing at the same time... I'm am going to walk the path of shame... yup im am going to make my way to MIU and sign the withdraw forms:*(... Tuesday- yup u guessed it boring again... unless i get my final interview or they just start me off right away at GAP in an undisclosed area to the public... only a few know lol... Wedensday- might be good... i might get to see the love of my life Jocelyn if im lucky... thursday- seems to be a boring day as well and seeing as im leaving MIU i will miss my sculpting class with my favorite teacher Brian 8*(.... and soo far thats all i got....

I would like to vent on this stupid LJ but i dont feel that it will accomplish to much... so what ever....


At least i still have the one person i hold true to my heart Jocelyn.

I love you babe, thanks for always being there threw think and thin no matter what has happened u have been by my side and for that i thank u... and i can honestly say im in love with you MUAH!!!! I Love You Baby!!!

Well Im off again for i dont know how long but when i come back u'll know...

I Love You Jocelyn!!! MUAH!!!

Current Mood: blank

08:50 pm

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01:46 pm - How Fucked Up Am I??

Current Mood: chipper

08:06 pm - Happy Fright Night

Well...

FRiday - FRiday was good, felt a little better and i stopped throwing up... I went to school... i saw my beautiful lady, and she took care of me... I love her sooooooo muchhhhhh!... We went to the movies at like 11pm and saw The Grudge... Over Rated but what ever it just gave me more time with my lady... I also got to chill with Meli, Yandrey, Betsy (Happy B-day), Denis, and Nata... and after the movie i came back home (thanks to my babe) I LOVE YOU JOCELYN!!!

Saturday - SAturday was pretty straight... chilled at home the whole day then i went to go pick up my babe with hector... I was waiting all day to see her lol... Then we went to Betsy's B-day party.... it was kool... Jocelyn u looked stunning in ur costume... "make a nigga drool".... After the party i was plum tuckered out and feel asleep next to my babe....

Sunday - Woke up really early like 8am (7am) next to my babe and she got ready for work while she talked to Yandrey, Wesos and Meli (i was still in bed becuz well i was still tired from the party)... went over and joined the convo.... walked my babe to the car and gave her a kiss b4 she went to work... then went back inside and chilled with Yandrey, Wesos, Meli and Betsy for a while.. THen Denis came and we went for a drive he dropped Meli, Betsy and me back off and went to do something... Then my baby came home and spent some time together... then we all headed to the grove with.... Albert, Yandrey, Denise, Lenny (not the one u think) Meli, Betsy, Adri, Steph and My baby... hector was suppose to go but he couldnt make it... We left the actual dancing area like at 12am but we didnt leave the grove till like 12:30 and then we headed to Denny's... I felt bad for my baby becuz she seemed very tired and her feet hurt.... after Denny's denis gave us all a ride home... i went to josie's house first and picked my stuff up and kissed her goodnight and said "by" to betsy.... Then we dropped of Yandrey... Then Meli... then i was last and i talked to Denis till i got here...

Monday - Woke up tired... Spoke to my babe... then i took a little nap and spoke to her again for a few mins b4 class... im trying to take it easy today becuz i have 2 interviews tomorrow... not to mention i am just starting to feel a little under the weather...


RECAP - Got to go out this weekend and have a good time... I spent alot of well spent time with my baby... got to chill with some kool peeps... and got to spend time with my baby lol...


Well now i am gonna sign off till friday or next week...

I Love You BABY!!! MUAH!!!

04:41 pm

Well its 4:41 right now and im out of class.
just about to see my babe WOOOO....

I had a good day at class today and just got a extra credit grade for my sculpting class woooooooooooo....

well ima head out now... laters

Love You Baby MUAHHHH!!!!!

01:51 pm - concept...

Well im back for my weekly update...

Hmmm... everything has been good... I got to see my baby on Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and yester day (Wednsday).... School is good... I just got a huge bill though so ima have to take next semister off and work for a while and then go back so i can pay off everything and go to school with out worrying about shit...

Ive been working on some concept art so i can do a little self project which will involve me and my beautiful lady (Josie)... Its a little animation project....

I can't wait till tomorrow... I get to see my gorgious lady woooo.... This weekend seems like a good weekend.... Im still looking for a job so if anyone has an offer im all ears...

I might go to the hangout tonight after class... im not sure yet...

I have a short week this week... yesterday i had no class, today i have class and tomorrow to but it seems like it wont be to bad... i still need my fucking books but i have no money what so ever for them so online booking will have to do for now...

I got to see Francisco on saturday night... it was kool i havent seen him in like 6 months or something... caught up on old times... well im off and ima eat something im starving...

oh yeah ive lost about 10 lbs again... hmm i dont think its good though but what ever im loosing more weight.... well im out peace


I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! MUAHHHHH!!!!!!

Current Mood: amused

09:43 pm - Alright... gigady gigady

WHats up...

Im back... these last few days have been pretty kool.... i hung out with My LOVE (Josie) Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday.... WOOOO I LOVE HER SO MUCH she is the best.... we missed Nata but she has her reasons for not being able to hang (MUCH LOVE)... chilled out at home today finished a project which was broken by some one who came over today... im not gonna mention any names but fuck it... Frank was looking for me today to see if i could start a band and im down, but then again i need to see if i have time... lookin forward for the weekend so i can hang with my best friend and my beautiful lady... i got class all this week starting tomorrow... BAHHH... Its great though... i like the college life... well im out

Love You Josie MUAH!!!

Current Mood: chipper

10:43 pm - Crazy DAy

Yea well i went to school today... I paid 575 and im still short 175 so what ever.. I start tomorrow but im not going to say what time for safty reasons.... I Love You Josie!!! MUAH!!!! any othr girl would have dumped me like a hot potato after wat happend this weeekend... I hate this fucking keyboard its broken and shit i cant type right... the fucking keys dont work right... I guess some people think im fucking crazy for th shit i did this weekend but u know what if u had balls and u had to go throuh the shit i wet through u wouldd the damn same thing... Im so fucking tired i havent had a decents night sleep in days... bahhh... w.e. ima sleep in tomorrow Either after or b4 school who knows because no one knows my schedule.... for the ppl who left enthusiastic messages on my last post: "THANK YOU!!!!" i need ppl to back me up like u guys.... well ima rest i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow!!!

MUCH LOVE - XAVIER

I Love You Josie
MUCH LOVE - NOBBY, SAM, ALI, HECTOR, especially NATA and anyone whohas been there for me!!!

Current Mood: sleepy

10:26 pm - Well its over and done with

Well im finally out...

I finally got out and am living on my own...
I live in down town now... im actually happy cuz im starting school tomorrow!!!
so yeah its was a big ordeal on sunday when i moved out... lots of shit being talked, and i am going to clear it out:

1. I have been planning on moving out since i was 16!!!
2. i didnt move out becasue of my girlfriend, i moved for my own reasons and if u know me u know why exactly i moved out. (Being a slave is not fun and neither is being put down and told u are not allowed to go to college because u have to be a fucking slave!!!!)
3. If you are looking for me STOP!!! because if i want u to know where i am i will reach u. If I dont want you to know then i will keep u in the dark so stop looking for me!
4. Life is actaully pretty good so stop trying to ruin it by begging me to go back home!!! (and stop showing up to my old house and loooking for me as well)
5. This one goes out dirrectly to: Alex, Lenny, My mom, and My EX Family!!! STOP HARRASING MY GIRLFIEND!!! She doesnt know where i am, and not to mention if i hear from anyone u guys keep harrising her i wil have a restraining order against u guys so stop getting involved!!! and also she has nothing to do with this desition i made so stop ur shit!!!
6. Im am taking a break from the music thing for a while and consentraiting on my art for a while at least till i settle in.
7. if u have any questions and or problems just leave me a comment and i will reply its as easy as that.

Well bonvoyage...

04:49 pm - Recap on the last month and other things

Well Im going out with someone thats really great.
Her name is Josie. Its Amaizing how u can have so much in common with a person.
She is studying to be a Computer Animator (Like ME!!!!). She is the greatest. I Love You Josie MUAH!!!. Thanks for being there through thick and thin. She Loves Anime as much as i do, she draws amaizingly and much much more. She is great.

I Started talking to Nata again after like almost a month of no comunication. She is my Sista Fo shizzle my double nizzel. p.s. Let me know when Samir needs ppl. DONT FORGET!!!

Having troubles with The International University Of Art and Design. (Leave it up to me to have problems with school)lol.

Trying to get shit back on track with personal things. If you have been talking to me as of latly you know the shit im going through.

Im Finally Moving!!!

WOOOOOOOO

Well I went to the AHBL / Until The End show this weekend and danced it up.
Had fun chilled with some old Home Boi's.
YEAYA!!!

After the show went to dunkin doughnuts with My babe (Josie), Betsy, Nata and Steph.
Had myself a couple of doughnuts, and a crappy Iced CRAPACHINO. (Man those people mutalated the damn thing)

Went home just to wake up for a boring/hectic day with People breathing down my neck and trying to ruin my day.

The Hurricane Sucked ass!!! BORING SHIT!

Finally got the new fucking Lamb of God CD. Its bad fucking ass!

Start Working on the Car next week when i get situated at Hectors. Get all the kinks out of the mother fucker. So i can Tear the street up with my Cabbage.

Well im getting out of work and had nothing better to do so Peace outside.

Current Mood: good

07:30 pm - Recap

So Yeah....

Aug 11, 2004:
Yeah great birth day... My Beautiful lady and family took me to the Cheese Cake Factory in the grove and surprised the shit outta me with getting like 8 of the staff to sing happy b-day... then spent a couple of hrs in my ladys beauty (looked stunning... it was my birth-day but it was her show lol)... then dropped her off and came back home.... sooo i had a very good and meeaningful b-day....

Aug 12, 2004:

My babe left to tampa on a road trip... so obviously im worried becuz the hurricane... had to go to work and it sucked cuz i didnt get any sleep thanks to my mom and her new bf.... TALKING ALL NIGHT IN MY BED ROOM (Living Room)....

Aug 13, 2004:

Yeah friday the 13.... bored and tired and im wishing my girl the best of luck with her trying out for that band AN EMPIRES ATROCITY... about to head to the gym... missing my babe.... ummmm yeah work sucked like usal but hey i got paid today.... welll welllll ima head to the gym and relax... laters peeps



REcap:

Good b-day... missing my babe... got my equipment back... and got my scetch book back....

08:18 pm - The Angel in my life

i never thought i would meet you.... now that i have, i know that its really ment to be, and u are actually there and caring for me... u are amaizing... by far u are the best.... i know when we had that convo last night it was meaningful... ur the only thing ive been thinking about, which is odd becuz i have tons of stuff bothering me every day... but u have been the only thing on my mind (in the good way) for a while now.... Im glad ur here... just thought u should know.....


hey dont forget the lyrics to: Angel Hair Wish.... hehe u know what they are about <3

Current Mood: happy

07:23 pm - Ok well i needa say it how it is

Ok well im back... yeah well i thought i should get some shit off my chest.


Ok first off the whole "EDGE" thing. If u knew the whole story u wouldnt be post faggot shit alright... (no offence) puting pix and shit of me out there and talking mad shit with out facts.. 1) i didnt know there was alcohol in it till after i consumed it.... 2) fuck yeah i was pissed.... 3) gino i told u in the car that i didnt keep drinking it so please stop changeing the story (not to be rude home boy)... now after this whole ordeal i am no longer going to claim edge even if i was tricked into "breaking" it... cuz i see how quickly shit gets turned around and i see how quickly ppl go off and talk shit with out talking to me first... Its not like i fucking drink nor do i smoke and it doesnt concern anyone to beggin with.... i do it for myself... not to impress anyone... not to mention i dont want to be called one of those "oh he is just doing it as a trend" type kids... another thing to a person i recall leaving me a message... i think i remember u breaking edge or hearing u broke edge for u to tell me to go kill myself.... so isnt that hipercritical... so from now on dont fucking ask me "how did u break edge" or "why did u break edge" cuz truthfully u shouldnt ask me shit if u see it on my lj....


now to take care of sumthing else on my mind...

Jessica

I have my reasons for not talking to u as a matter of fact ima let u know in a very very cut down version of what i was gonna write.... truthfully its just becuz u talk crap about me, u are jelous... and u put me down some times.... i dont like that not to mention i dont like how u demoralize ur friends... thats all...

Current Mood: aggravated

09:50 pm - SO Yeah

Anyways.... talk shit... anything on ur mind....

06:15 pm - Im back

Yup im back... this is the first journal login since..... well its been a long time. So yeah i went to the show friday and saw Rene's last performance with Target... got to see AHBL... it was a good show. i did some new dance moves which i had never tried but i think i did pretty well.... i got to see alot of old friends... SELENE, RANDY... yeah it was fun...

now saturday morning woke up and talked to the band mates.... STK is back with all original members and 2 new additions... so we had our first practice saturday night... the new roster is as follows: Marcelo (original guitarist), Gus (new guitarist), Hector (original bassist), Lenny (original Drums), Phil (new vocals) and Me "Xavier" (original vocals)... we are bringin back all the old songs and fixing them up a bit... made a new song... and we are jaming saturday again......other things that happend on saturday: talked to a friend that getting close to my heart (as a friend ppl... dont think bad... u know who u are becuz shit staying up till five talking isnt easy lol)... worked out for a few hours... and i dunno

Sunday... well c'mon it was the 4th of july... or like the guy said at publix "happy 4th of julie" lmao.... had a BBQ with friends at my house seeing as no one was really at home.... then stayed up till 5am, just to wake up at 8am to go to work...wooo im tired lol... stayed up also talking to another friend which has a sort of delema..... saw cartoons and thats about it


now its monday.... forced to work (gay as fuck i know)... and here on my comp... bored... well anyways...



HIGH LIGHTS OF THIS WEEKEND:
saw selene... ur looking very good girly/ saw randy... uve got some bad ass move kid like the way u dance now cuh../ did a BBQ/ GOT STK BACK TOGETHER WOOOOO/ and single still loooking.... lol well im out... laters cuzzins

Current Mood: tired

07:53 pm


May 29, 2004
Address: 14220 N.W. 1st ave
Start Time: 3pm
Last Band: 12am
Ends: when ever u want
9 Bands: Empty Wallet,
Of All Reason, We Bled Victory, Fievel,
Almost Home, STK,
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